larry changed a lot. he has moved on to better things. i sent him an email saying i needed to talk to him. he never called. he accidentally called me twice but did not bother to even talk to me.just to appologize for the inconvience. larry gave me advice and whatnot. he was always there for me in the beginning(about 3 months). then it seemed like i had to make an appointment to see him. but since SHE (heather) came along ive lost him. ive never hated someone that i met once. she took him away from me. and for that she should rot in hell. larry must hate me now for saying that. since they are in "love"  i saw somthing in him once and i hate myself for it. ive been hiding it for so long but i cant take it anymore. i love his mom to death but since ive decided to no longer be his friend i guess i will never see her again. ive wasted too much time waiting for my friend to actually be my friend. he is far too busy for me. im sure larry is going to go on with his life with out me. im going out on a limb but i hope this entry hurts him. im going to go cry myself to sleep and probably call danny so he will make me feel better.

</3 ::crushed::

ambie

1. Nervous Habits? scratching my head
2. Are you double jointed? no.
3. Can you roll your tongue? ya.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yes
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? not really
6. Can you cross your eyes? ya
7. Tattoos? nope...never
8. Piercings and where? ya...ear
9. Do you make your bed daily? no

-- CLOTHES --

10. Which shoe goes on first? left
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? of course        12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? like 40 bucks                                                                                                   13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? rings and bracelets
14. Favorite piece of clothing? jeans
-- FOOD --

15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl

16. Have you ever eaten Spam? ive tride it cuz danny made me..then i gave it to his dogs

17. Favorite ice cream flavor? strawberry

18. How many cereals in your cabinet? 3
19. What's your favourite beverage? sprite
20. What's your favourite restaurant? denny's
21. Do you cook? ifi have to

-- GROOMING --

22. How often do you brush your teeth? im not really sure 
23. Hair drying method? dependson how much time i have
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? ya
-- MANNERS --

25. Do you swear? fuck ya
26. Do you ever spit? yes

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --

27. Animal? shark
28. Food? microwaveable
29. Month? feburary...it is the shortest 
30. Day? which ever day i dont have to work
31. Cartoon? animaniacs
32. Shoe Brand? vans
33. Subject in school? snack/lunch

34. Color? red
35. Sport? bowling
36. TV show? degrassi

37. Thing to do in the spring? sleep
38. Thing to do in the summer? sleep
39. Thing to do in the fall? sleep
40. Thing to do in the winter? sleep and lookat the rain
-- IN AND AROUND --

41. The CD player? dont have one

42. Person you talk most on the phone with? danny
43. Ever taken a cab? ya.
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? NO
45. What color is your bedroom? i dont have a specific room
46. Do you use an alarm clock? sometimes

47. Window seat or aisle? Window

-- LA LA LAND --

48. What's your sleeping position? On my side.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? Yes.
50. Do you snore? No.
51. Do you sleepwalk? I used to 
52. Do you talk in your sleep? No
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? ya
54. How about with the light on? No.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? ya.

-- WHICH IS BETTER --

56. Coke or Pepsi? pepsi

57. Oranges or apples? apples
58. One pillow or two? 4

59. Deaf or blind? deaf
60. Pools or hot tubs? Pools.
61. Tall or short? short
62. TV or radio? TV.
63. Beach or pool? pool
64. Tic-Tacs or Certs? Tic Tacs.
65. Snooze button or jump out of bed? snooze button
66. Sunrise or sunset? sunrise

67. Hamburger or cheeseburger? Cheeseburger.
68. Morning or night? Night.
69. Sports or news? sports.
70. Indoors or outdoors? outdoors
71. Christmas Eve or Christmas Day? day
72. Cake or ice cream? ice cream
73. Spearmint or peppermint? spearmint
74. Bath or shower? bath
75. Book or movie? movie
76. Green or red apples? green

77. Rain or snow? snow

78. Nike or Adidas? adidas
-- WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU --

79. Took a shower? this afternoon

80. Cried? dunno
81. Talked on the phone? like 10 min ago
82. Read a book? along time ago

83. Punched someone? no clue

omg!!! a week away from danny! NNNOOOO!!!!! this week is gonna suck. well, his sister's wedding was cool. i had to wear a dress. : (  i miss him. larry has started to egnore me...again! his new chick is distracting him. but i guess best friends dont matter when u have a bf/gf. but oh well.a lot of stuff about her is very similar to me. i guess he cant let go of me so he has to find someone like me. eh. oh well. i have to get ready to go bowling. w00t! we get our trophies tonight! WOO HOO! FILEDER'S CHOICE #1. yep yep we got first place.

im out for the time being.

note for the day: i wanna c danny